RT: Indeed, it has been quite a constant change of environment for me; however, I believe I am settling now for a little bit longer. Manchester and London were quite significant for me as I moved there mainly for educational reasons; therefore, their influence on my work was quite immediate, sort of clean-cut to my practice. I left something behind in Poland and tried to learn, or maybe absorb, the new environments around me. From my perspective, both cities were highly saturated and overwhelming in different ways. But at that time during my studies, my practice was a little bit, as you phrased in your question, in 'constant change' or explorative. I was fascinated by cities, culture, language, and people, and I think it is difficult to pinpoint a specific characteristic in my practice that would reflect my experience in the UK, but there is no doubt to me that the UK left a mark on my practice. In contrast, when I moved to Lisbon, even though it is a different culture, I felt I could slow down, allow myself to reflect on what I have experienced, and settle a structure for my practice.
RT: In 2018, after spending 5 years in London, my wife Mariana and I felt the need to escape the intensity of the city. We also decided that it was time to leave the UK, and the choice was quite simple: Mariana is Portuguese, so we decided to try Lisbon. Moving to a new city is a strange process; for me, the beginning is a bit sinusoidal. There's constant change, adaptation, and mixed feelings. After the initial excitement, I felt somewhat contained and isolated in Lisbon. It took me a while to reassess what I had learned in the UK and structure it. I feel like Lisbon gave me the necessary time to do so.
RT: My studio is located in the same building as where I live, two floors above my flat. It belongs to the condominium and before I moved in, it had been sitting empty for years, without purpose. It became an extension to my apartment, I find myself circulating between those two floors gradually blurring a division between them. The studio itself has barely any natural light, it feels hermetically enclosed, therefore I have to rely on the support of lighting. Once I started working there I had to adapt to its architectural quirkiness. The studio is an attic with low ceilings, there are no good walls to paint on, not much space for an easel either, plenty of unusual floor and ceiling angles, it is cluttered with too big stretchers and residue of past works, that I didn’t learn to let go. Generally, it is not an ideal space to paint in. However, after some time spent in it, the space became particular to my practice and to some degree dictated the process of painting, it became strangely functional for my work. Usually, I follow a certain balanced routine, allowing some time for freedom and exploration. During these periods, I would sketch, plan, make changes, and read. Some days, I feel like I oscillate around painting but never actually touch the surface of a canvas; it feels like I am navigating around it. Naturally, during deadlines, the process becomes more rigorous and extensive, as I adapt to the specific needs of the work.
RT: Working with Alice, after living and working away from London for a few years, it felt a little bit like coming back home for a celebration.
RT: For me, they represent more a suspension between two states. These pieces embody fragments of my memories, hopes, and feelings. I am interested in the space where one operates on the edge of tangibility, in the realm of subconsciousness where you oscillate around awareness but never quite grasp it. Similar tropes can be found in the works in my current solo show 'Slumber' at Grimm Gallery in Amsterdam. There, as with the works shown at Alice Amati, I try to navigate between presence and absence.
RT: The recent body of works focuses on introspection. Often, there is a relationship between the paintings, as they interconnect and determine new works. I suppose memories are a bit like collages —never quite right.
RT: It varies. I work from memory and with photographs that I have taken, and sometimes I work with found images that resonate with me. Then I go through a simplistic pencil sketch, which is followed by a sketch in Photoshop, providing me with a foundation for my work. Next, the pieces slowly disintegrate, to a certain degree, from the original sketch and hopefully become autonomous, intuitively moving towards its direction.
RT: I am happy to hear that you are reading them this way. The idea of being absent and present, losing perception of space and time is something that I am interested in. Some parts of the paintings may show a more obvious influence of a photograph, while other parts relate more to memory and feelings. Perhaps this combination creates a form of suspension.
RT: I agree that the presence of self-portraits in my practice allows me to contain the subject within the parameters of intimacy. You could say, that those works, to a certain degree, can function as a compass for other works.
RT: I have been trying to narrow down my colour palette to one that will resonate with the subject. Also, to a certain extent, I am simply attracted to those colours. In recent works, initially, more saturated layers are covered with more murky, earthy tones, slowly disintegrating the vibrant colours. I work only with turpentine and have started applying paint without using much solvent. Additionally, in the last couple of years, my practice has been influenced by the space in which I work—an attic that feels contained. This has impacted the way I work with paintings, my visual proximity to the work, and the way I apply paint. All of my works are painted flat on the table, which I believe has a translatable effect on the surface. They feel a bit dry and washed off. I only hope this contributes, at least in part, to the overall narrative.
RT: For me, there is a greater sense of fragility and intimacy that comes with a small scale. I observe small works differently, and my proximity to the work is intimate; it feels almost like an inspection. At that moment, with this specific group of paintings, it felt necessary to maintain this scale.
RT: In recent years, I have focused on coherence in my practice while paying attention to changes as they occur during the painting process. After a period of inconsistency and inquiry during my studies and early career, I have reached a point where I would like to keep my exploration within more hermetical parameters.
RT: Currently, I have a solo exhibition called ‘Slumber’ at Grimm Gallery in Amsterdam and in April I will be part of a group show, ‘Self-portraits’, at Grimm Gallery in New York. Personal goals? To understand myself a little bit better.